Monday, January 22, 2007
it's been a bad start to the week.
i guess i wouldn't want to elaborate why it was bad, or let everyone hear/see me whine (cause apparently i do that too much) and maybe cause this time it's more personal and real. real probably meaning more serious and mature, i guess. and no it doesn't concern any guy or how he doesn't love me so i'm going to slit my wrists (i am sincerely not referring to anybody and have no intention to offend anyone). i guess my "problem" is really just about learning to love the people around me and learning to show that love (:

ahh okay on to a more light hearted (i hope) update on how school has been so tremendously fun. okay that was a joke, which wasn't funny. well school is indeed veryvery stressful. there's just TOO much to do and so much you have to do but do not want to do. take for example, doing my TYS in preperation for the first amath test of the term/year which questions were specifically told to us would come from that damned book. but nooooo, i refused to do it which resulted in an ugly F9 scribbled in red over my test paper. and despite being demoralized i still do not find sufficient motivation to get down and do it ): and have i mentioned? that i am still extremely confused during tuition? okay enough about academics and stress which has resulted me in consuming large amounts of candy which in turn gave me food poisoning): walau so much for reliving my childhood by eating rabbit sweets!
oh i must say that math has been relatively enjoyable. i do not know why but it is! hahaha (: andandand i am actually looking forward to training nowadays though i've only been for two trainings, with me being sick for the other two days in two different weeks. well, i do feel motivated enough to go for saturday training in jurong now! hahaha! (okay cause training has been a little bit more uhh slack)

okokay! i should be studying for my chem test tomorrow! it's 11 18pm and i've been procrastinating since uhh 5pm?

GOODBYE (: